dunno why...can't understand why...need someone to rely on...but want 2 rely myself...the life is not such complicated...but we, ourselves who make it complicated..chhose 2 live in the miserable life although there is a choice to be in a peace...life without problems is same with a tree w/out fruits...the fruits are the one which make the tree different with others...although they are same fruits but the taste is still different...because they come from different tree..same goes with our life... just back 2 our nature...keep the faith with Islam..never forget 2 solah and prays...do it with all your heart n soul....we'll b in a feel that we never had b4..believe me...