dunno why...can't understand why...need someone to rely on...but want 2 rely myself...the life is not such complicated...but we, ourselves who make it complicated..chhose 2 live in the miserable life although there is a choice to be in a peace...life without problems is same with a tree w/out fruits...the fruits are the one which make the tree different with others...although they are same fruits but the taste is still different...because they come from different tree..same goes with our life... just back 2 our nature...keep the faith with Islam..never forget 2 solah and prays...do it with all your heart n soul....we'll b in a feel that we never had b4..believe me...

We are hero for Ourselves....

HERO by MARIAH CAREY

There's a hero, If you look inside your heart

You don't have to be afraid, Of what you are

There's an answer, If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know, Will melt away

And then a hero comes along, With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside, And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone, Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth, That a hero lies in you

It's a long road, And you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand, For you to hold

You can find love, If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt, Will disappear

And then a hero comes along, With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside, And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone, Look inside you and be strong
And you finally see the truth, That a hero lies in you

Oh ho, Lord knows, Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone, Tear them away, hey yea

Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time, you find the way, hey....

i really2 like this song..when i feeling down or giving up..i will sing this song..it gives me a strength to wake up from those mourns..we're actually a hero and all the characteristics to be a hero are lie in ours...although we're not the type of superhero that save others life, but we are hero who save our own life..if we do not realize this we'll b easy to give up...we need 2 stand up...we can survive by ourselves w/out relying too much too others...when we feel lonely, i believe that we'll think that nobody care about us and with our pessimism we'll think that all those because of us who cannot b a good buddy or always be a spoiler...but this song teach me that we cannot just simply blame ourselves because it will turn us down..remember we are a hero...just find a way 2 make the things correctly w/out 2 much blaming ourselves...so readers...search and try 2 find your hero in your soul..we are hero 2 ourselves...it's within ourselves...

A Shoulder To Cry On

Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take
you down,

It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you
by your side,

And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.

All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on

Side by side,
With you till the end
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
you won't be alone cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
when the whole world's gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there!

And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on

Have u ever heard this song?...A Shoulder To Cry On singing by Tommy Page...if u r deepen the meaning behind this song u will eventually realize that u are very important 2 ur frenz...n think that u never be beside them whenever they need u...it happens 2 myselfthe phrase of "It's so hard to know the way you feel inside, When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide, But you might feel better if you let me walk with you
by your side," make me think that i'm not good enough to my frens...if i could i wsant all of my frens talk with me n feel easy to share with me...i hope by doing this they can feel much better...but there is some miserable part of me..i dont have any word to pampered them..if i do i always make the things more complicated...how could i...i can't be d good speaker...but i've tried as hard as i could...but believe me i can b d good listener 2 u..people always make mistake..so am i..even it b like that but there is no full stop 4 me give my shoulder 2 anybody especially my frens..
"And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there"..

I want always be like what this song said..hope u will find s/thing from this song

it's too hard

my intention to post all in english...but now it seem a such impossible to go on...camne nih...to write in english it takes a longer time..if use malay...cepat je dpat idea...can post ayat pnjg2 plak tuh...camne ni kawan...impian ku nak sahut cabaran my former english aku...tp kalo mcm ni la...rse nye cam separuh jalan je...camne nih...sometimes rse cam da malukan diri sendiri sbb post in english...da la phrase tunggang langgang...grammar pn hncur...word pn gune word dak2 sek rndah...malu kot...tp i2 la aku...ttap yakin walau ku tau i2 salah...huhuhuhu...but pray 4 me to go on with my initial dream...to post all in english excluding this post...

a big hope for a bright future

i dunno why...but i always think...is there has any space 4 me 2 b in succeeding community...i cant see any lite 4 me...somebody please help me...i keep thinking that my english knowledge will bring me down...nowadays an employer will hire an english expertise n also knowlegeable person...i'm not part of it...i like to read e/thing especially s/thing regarding my course..but i'm lack of sources as well as lack of understanding bout what the article wrote about...so i cut my way by stopping the interest..how could i...n 1 important thing is that i don have any achievement and involvement in curriculum activities...that's will b d biggest trouble 4 myself...how could i....
back 2 d topic...can a person like me be a part of this community???

deep inside my heart

assalamualaikum....this is my 1st touch to this blog..i know nothing bout this b4 but i know there is many controversi regarding blog world...and i think this is the time 4 me to be a part of it...but dun think wrongly...i'm not to create any controversi here...i will write from the deepest of my heart...insyaAllah..
i know when u are the person who know who am i, might think what a hell 4 me to post in English...am i very good in this languange to use it in my written...hrmm...if u r also think like that, it's okay...i'm not gonna to blame u..i admit i can't speak fluently n i also know very little bout English...but when my former BEL's lecturer told bout the fact of how poor malay students in English including me, it drives me to think bout to use this language frequently. In fact, he is the one who told us( me n my colleagues) to create a blog n post anything in English..Although he is no longer my lecturer (he be changed wit other lcturer due to the schedule)...i hope i can continue wit his suggestion...but i admit it is not 100% English...as u can see i just know the simple word of English...it will be improved soon...i really hope so..insyaAllah..amin..